Oh well, it's not like I have to go to work...I can rest when she rests...which is right now.
Yup, Lilah is sleeping in her crib. Napping like a good little baby. I'm not ready to have her move out of our bed yet (it's so easy to just pop a boob out and feed her while we both fall back asleep. I love to sleep.), but if she naps in it and gets used to it, it might make the transition easier once we are ready.
I have more orders for some toddler shirts! There is a lady in town who teaches parents how to do baby sign language. She messaged me recently and asked me to make some shirts for her. Pretty awesome!
I recently noticed that someone I know around here had been acting very standoffish towards me. I finally wrote her a message and asked her what was going on.
Here's our conversation:
Me: Hey, I was just writing to see if I had done something to upset you. The past few times I've seen you, it seems like there's some kind of animosity, and I just want to clear the air. If I've done something to hurt you, I want to know.Danielle
Her:WIthout trying to sound like a cold-hearted b*tch, I noticed that there was a lack of equality in the friendship. When that happens, I generally accept the cards dealt and move on with my life instead of wasting energy pursuing people who have shown me where my place is in their life.
Now, I have no idea why she feels this way, and here's why:
1. I came over to her house and helped set up and cook for her surprise baby shower/birthday party.
2. When she left to have her baby, she stayed away for like a month, and then her parents were there helping with the baby. I asked her when I'd be able to come over and see the baby, and she never replied.
I honestly can't think of how I've made there be a "lack of equality".
I think that someone that she hangs out with has told her some lie about me. This wouldn't be the first time something like this happened to me.
I am a happy person, and people around here aren't happy. They want to bring people down. It's happened to me several times. I can't stop it, because I can't stop people from being jealous or hateful.
It is what it is.
My life lately:
*cooking in my crockpot